- you are everything to me *

You were the biggest delusion and today is not the first time I say this, I have said many times, and now I say harder, with more certainty: I do not get back to you. you suffer, Go take you to your feet, you're not happy. I? forget it! to me you're still very present, but thou must die, thou must die in my thoughts and thou art to be insignificant, is a day I look at you and do not know, look at you and say that anything not vouchers . is all that I want most. But this is all? what I really want is having you for me. but no, this is what I have or may think, I'm thinking is that if you made ​​me suffer, you will suffer too, but will NEVER be out of my hands, because I never would. never never never. because I? I did not go down to the level of people that one day I'll see of no value. I would like to have painted a picture of my life, because then saw that there had been a large black spot on it, that stain? was the delusion that you gave me, that you brought me. enough! spend my days writing for you to cry for you, spend my days lamenting the miss, while day dreaming of my return to be with you .. ENOUGH!